(all images in this post ©Patricia Baldwin Seggebruch)

Ever since I took a beeswax collage class two years ago, I have wanted (yearned, even) to take an encaustic workshop.  I love the wax so much, I can’t imagine I won’t like further exploring this medium.  But I have always felt I should take a class to get my feet wet, learn some tips, techniques, supplies and safety.  That sorta thing. It’s a little more complicated process than picking up a tube of paint and a brush.

©Patricia Baldwin Seggebruch

I am ever so excited to say that I have registered for a two-day encaustic workshop with Patricia Baldwin Seggebruch.  She’s written a book on the subject, made DVDs, been featured in Cloth, Paper, Scissors numerous times and I have wanted to attend her “Encausticamp” in Salem, OR, but the timing just doesn’t work for my biz.

©Patricia Baldwin Seggebruch

So you can imagine how excited I was to find that she is teaching a workshop so close to home ~ only an hour away in Mt. Dora, FL. ~ in January 28-29 2012.

©Patricia Baldwin Seggebruch

Don’t you want to come play in the wax too??

The cost is $240 for the two-days, but if you register before December 15, it is only $190.

For questions about the workshop (there are others being offered as well), please visit http://www.foxieartist.com/encaustic_workshop.shtml or contact Heather Earnest at heather@foxieartist.com or call 407-310-7692.

Re-entry.  ….Supplies have all been returned to their proper places, new artwork propped in prominent studio locations, odd little sinus cold-wanna-be nearly forgotten.  But artwork and a bug aren’t all I brought home from Squam.  I brought home a certain peace that I’ve been clinging to lest it fly away before I’ve had a chance to completely examine it.  Maybe I don’t need to.  Maybe I just need to TRUST.  More on that later.

My perfectly marvelous cabin this year was Point of View.  Be still my heart, it felt like home.

This was my third September at Squam and the first that started out warm.  I slept with the windows open that first night…listening to the loons and whipporwhils…waking early with a big smile as I listened to what the Indians call “female rain”…feeling the deep calm of where I was, suddenly aware that I was there.

A little reminder I scribbled to myself and taped to my mirror….

Even getting poured on to and from breakfast didn’t dampen my spirits or dim my smile. God, I love moss, rocks and the woods…

Class on Thursday was “Layered Lines” with Diana Fayt.

While I enjoyed creating this little piece, I think my heart really wanted to be sitting on the lake with my journal that day….

…which is exactly what I did after class….

Friday dawned beautifully, if not a little chillier…

Setting up my little table for Friday’s class, Back to the Wild with Pixie Campbell. Today I am ready to get my hands dirty and reminded myself to not make it precious.

Pixie had us draw cards from a deck of Soul Oracle Cards to take with us into our work.  I found mine to be rather appropriate for me at that moment.

Let’s get this art party started!  I love to photograph work in progress sometimes ~ I find it fun to watch the work emerge.

Oh my ~ look who I ran into at the fireplace ~ the amazing fabulous Miz Elizabeth MacCrellish herself!  It was great to see her getting a chance to take a class herself this year!  XO

After a little encouragement to let our pieces “be born” in the afternoon, we headed off to lunch.  I somehow found myself traversing that lovely rocky path in the woods alone and was stopped in my tracks by this:

The universe was talking to me for sure.  Just that morning, tucked into my cozy nest with a cup of coffee, I had scribbled about needing to trust the universe more.  I won’t go into it all, but let’s just say this rock brought tears to my eyes and a peace to my heart. I picked it up, kissed and slipped it into my pocket.  Whoever left that there, thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Mmmmmmmm….roasted veggie soup ~ just what I needed to warm up!  Squam has the best food!!!

Managed to snap this tranquil moment at Longhouse before it was descended upon by Squammies gathering for the group photo.

This stunning shawl, made by Cal Patch and modeled by Linda Esterley, is just so gorgeous I am moved to pick up a crochet hook again.  In fact, on my flight home, a gal next to me was crocheting and I showed her this photo and we are going to have a crochet smack down via email/Skype to encourage each other.

Back in class after lunch, Pixie has a sage smudging ceremony…

….followed by a little drum meditation.  The calm we all took back into the workroom was palpable.  The room was rather quiet all afternoon, everyone intent on their art mission.

Gosh, have I ever made a mess this big in a class?  I am literally pushing myself off the table!!!  Oh, but what glorious fun this is.  YUM.

On my way back into class after the drum meditation, I scooped up this little flat rock, painted it gold and added my word of the year, Trust.  I just knew this had to be incorporated into my piece.

Thank you, Pixie, for such an inspiring day!  Do we both have crazy eyes on here or what??

I can’t believe I caught this moment….

While there is something offered each night ~ a talk, an open mic, etc., I prefer to return to my cabin after dinner, get a shower, light the fire and settle into my jammies with a book and an adult beverage.

OK ~ that’s a little cold IN MY ROOM Saturday morning.  Brrrrrr!

But I was prepared for the cold (this ain’t my first Squam rodeo) and, since this was a late breakfast day, I reveled in a couple relaxed cups of coffee, hiding as far under my down comforter as I could get while still being able to write in my journal.  For me, this year, the writing, writing, writing was blissful to me.  Waking up in the total quiet with my thoughts.  A rare treat indeed.  I held every bit of it close, breathed it in like the freshest air.

It might have been really cold, but it was just too beautiful for words ::sigh::

Saturday…last day of class….today I am taking “Unconventional Embroidery” which just sounded like fun and I felt it might spark some new creative mixed media ideas. And indeed it did!  And, I was just thrilled, for a change, to not be lugging two bags of supplies that I’d make a mess that would take 45 minutes to clean up!

The class was led by Cal Patch and she started us out with some basic stitches then set us loose to play with the unconventional materials.  What fun!

Saturday’s classes are half day and lunch is catered at Longhouse rather than in the dining hall.  Everybody finds a spot…on a dock, on a rock, where ever…

It was really nice lazing in the sun…

I guess it was just more damp this year than past years, as I have never seen so many mushrooms here…

On Saturday night, there is no dinner service, so it is up to you to grab a bite off property.  I had a car, so drove a few gals and was followed by a couple more.  We ended up at Walter’s Basin in Holderness for a great meal with equally great conversation.

(L-R) Me, Bonnie, my cabin-mate Heidi, Tonia, DeeDee and Wendy.

And now, back at camp after a couple wrong turns in the dark ~ shopping!  Socializing! Fun!  The Art Fair was great fun and I bought a few treasures.

Below is Carol ~ Elizabeth’s competent right hand ~thanks for everything! And  Sarah Ahern with her darling cherub. (I’m still trying to use red, Sarah :-)

The positively glowing Linda Esterley and Mary Beth Shaw’s kick-ass kicks.  I positively covet these boots!

I got a fun henna tattoo that is sadly already gone….

Sunday morning.  Time to rouse slightly from this dreamy weekend in the woods.

The car is packed…

I’m in my fly-home duds…

One last look-around and a deep breath…  I am so very grateful for this time.

Namaste.

…is never a bad thing, even if your name isn’t attached.

I must say it put a little smile on my face to see one of my holiday cards with Design Design Inc. on the pages of the latest issue of Gifts and Dec. Mine is the red one on the right. And whose cute snowflake card is that next to mine? Why, it’s my friend’s ~ two-time Louie award winner, Amy Biggers!

Hey everybody! Remember me?  Been a little busy around here… First I was getting ready for Surtex, then there was the massive follow up and now I am working through a couple good projects as well ~ never a dull moment here in the studio!

So I know I am a little late to the party in posting about Surtex, but you know what they say about better late than never…

Seems like I had been go-go-go-work-work-work for months, so by the week prior to Surtex, I was feeling a little like this:

My buddy Joyce Shelton (left) and I helped each other thru setting up and just surviving the show in general.  This toast was: “We made it to New York!”

Set up day ~ finally!  We started with my booth…

Tada!

On to Joyce’s booth…whoops, those panels that seemed to line up need a little adjusting.  Minor snafu, and thankfully the only one!

And this would be the “Whew!  Glad that’s done!” toast…

…shortly after which, our conversation went something like this:

“It’s 3:30 and we’re just now getting lunch.”

“I don’t think I want to go shopping in the Village after all.”

“Me neither.  I want to just stay right here with a beer until dinner time.”

And we did!

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Sunday ~ Opening Day ~ Let’s get that “show face” on!  I went big & bold with my latest style and received much positive feedback.

And what trip is complete without attending the Opening Night Party (I intend to find out next time)…

(l-r) Sue Zipkin, Joyce Shelton, me, Amy Biggers

The National Stationery Shows runs at the same time on the same floor, and there is always something interesting to see.  This year Kate’s Paperie donated paper for a student competition to make paper dresses.  There were many more than this, and they were all amazing…. Anybody know which one won?

Another show day down, another cocktail needed.  The Paramount Bar provided a lovely place to do so!  We swapped “Tell me something I wouldn’t know about you” stories and had great fun!

The show traffic wasn’t terrible, but it wasn’t what I’d classify as fantastic either.  I was glad I’d made many appointments before the show.  Late afternoon on the last day… we could bowl down the aisles! This is often the case on the last day of the show, but it sure made those last couple hours before breakdown tortuous!

Time for breakdown!  We are so outta here!!  Next time we hire Sherpas!

And the final toast to yet another show down…

There wasn’t much time for shopping on this trip (well, I guess we could of shopped instead of lounging in a restaurant all afternoon that one day…), but on our way back to the hotel from dinner, there was this great bath shop where we washed our hands with nice scrubs, tested lotions, sniffed soaps…

…and bought a few things…

One last parting shot of me & my booth buddie :-)) You’re the best!

…my Surtex video!  Surtex offered the opportunity to submit a short video for an on-site multi-media presentation that will run throughout the show.

So, I swallowed my fear of talking on camera and pulled this together…Ta-Da!

…and that can only mean one thing in the art licensing world…

Surtex is upon us!  Will I see YOU there?

The weather here in Florida is finally turning to a more seasonable temperature and this past weekend was just gorgeous.

As you might have guessed from my absence here, I have been very, very busy in the studio, juggling clients & deadlines left and right.  So much so that I was getting a little crispy around the edges…  I was in need (muchly) of a break, so I shut down the studio at 5:00 on Friday and didn’t even so much as check my email on my iPhone all weekend.  Bliss, I tell you.  It is amazing how just shutting off for a couple days can revive ones spirit and attitude.

I just had to share with you this tasty treat I indulged in on Saturday while lounging in the sun on our sailboat.

You’ve got to check out Mary Beth Shaw’s “Flavors for Mixed Media”.  I’ve taken a few classes with MBS and she always rocks (see here and here). Not to mention she’s a fun gal to hang out with.  Her book did not disappoint.  Head over to her blog ~ she’s got some giveaways going on.

Pick up this book and savor the inspiration….the ideas….the tips…the techniques…the product suggestions…the recipes (yes, recipes).

The only bad thing about enjoying this delicious bit of art fare is that I don’t have enough time this week to cook up all the yummy ideas it gave me!  So I’ve got it simmering on the back burner…

Could I have had more fun this past Saturday?  I think not.  I packed up all kinds of fun art things ~ paints, brushes, pens, papers, beads, ribbon, lace, paper punches, fancy edge scissors, rhinestones, stamps & ink, glues ~ you name it ~ and visited my fellow artist, Devin on the west coast.  I’m not sure which of us looked forward to it more, but I know we both had a fantastic time!

Please forgive the photos quality ~ I forgot my camera (!) but Captain Hubby used his cell phone to capture the day.

I unpacked all the goodies while Dev’s grandpa (and good friend of ours) made me a Mimosa and off we went…snipping, gluing, stamping ~ the creativity was flying, I tell you.

We of course, had to make Paris cards since it is the City of Love…

Devin had to make a card using her favorite color ~ sunny, daffodil yellow!

Then we had to make cards for each other, of course!

Uh, oh, getting later in the day and the artists are getting surly ~ I think this one should be titled, “Thank you very much, Grandpa, but we don’t need your opinion!”

Let’s show off our dirty hands!

These certainly do look like well-worked artists’ hands, don’t they? 

::sigh:: time to clean up….

Besides all that awesome creative energy sharing ~ Devin inspired me in more ways than she likely knows ~ I really enjoyed the conversations we had while we worked.  It was easy to often forget I was chatting with a 9 year old.

One thing we talked about has stayed with me and I was going to write her a private letter with these thoughts, but decided to make it part of this post because I KNOW Devin and I are not the only ones who struggle with this issue…

Devin mentioned more than once that my art was better than hers.  I told her she had at least 40 years to catch up with me and that she’d get there eventually (especially because she already has a great start).  I didn’t come out of the gate with all my skills.

Now that I’ve had time to reflect on her comments and my responses, I realize that it is more than years of experience that I should have addressed.

So here is an open letter to Devin & other artists….

I like to listen to podcasts of interviews with artists and other creative individuals and one topic that comes up ~ again and again ~ is that of self-doubt and comparison to others.  We all do it (and if somebody tells you they don’t, I think they’re fibbin’), and sometimes, we let this get the best of us.

I know that when I look at artwork on blogs, in magazines, on product, etc. that I sometimes fall into that trap of thinking my work isn’t as good as somebody else’s.  What purpose does this attitude serve?  It is really just negative thinking that we’re imposing on ourselves.  How silly is that?  Silly it may be, but we DO it.  The trick is to recognize that we’re doing it and release ourselves from it.

Here are two examples of this that I have experienced in my life….

When I started art school in college, the first day was an orientation into the program and at the end of the day we were shown a slide presentation of graduating students’ work.  I remember sitting in the dark, my anxiety rising with each new slide of great work after great work.  I held back the tears until I got to my car, but I cried all the way home because I thought, There is no way I am ever going to be that good.

I’m not going to say I came back to class the next day with a bright new sunny attitude, but I did remind myself that I had jumped a lot of hurdles to get into that program and I wasn’t about to quit and that I was going to just have to be the best I could possibly be and see where that would get me.  To my surprise in the coming months, I was better than I thought I was and came to the realization that perhaps by the time I graduated, my work might just be as good as those slides I’d seen on the first day.

I realized that in order to ever be that good (whatever my definition of that was then), I had to put the work into learning, practicing and experimenting.  I wasn’t going to just pick up a tool and voila! be amazing.  I realized that it was a process that I would likely work at my whole life as I continually challenged myself to be better.  Am I still challenging myself, learning new techniques, experimenting ~ you bet I am.  I’ll never think I have reached perfection or learned all there is to know.  Nobody ever does.

My second example occurred later in life, nearly 10 years ago, as I was making the transition from graphic designer to licensing artist.  I visited Surtex ~ a trade show where hundreds of artists put their work up in booths to show to manufacturers to use the art on their products ~ and, by the end of my first day walking that show, I was completely overwhelmed.  And sad, scared, depressed ~ you name it ~ I was wondering what on earth did I think I was doing getting into this business?  I wasn’t anywhere nearly as good as any of these amazing artists.  How could I possibly compete???

Again, I didn’t show up the next day with a brand new attitude, but I did remind myself about the story I just related about art school.  I remembered having the same feelings and knowing that I could overcome them.  So when I did return to the show the next day, I looked at the artists’ work differently.  I came to the realization that not only was I every bit as good as most of them, I allowed that I was in fact, even a little better than some.  Yet, I was still quite humbled by many.    :-) But the important thing I came away with was that I was just as good as the artists I was competing with and that by learning all I could, I would make myself even better.

I have also come to realize that self-doubt and comparison to others’ are natural emotions and the trick is to recognize that I am doubting or comparing and to then remind myself that for each artist’s work that I admire and think is better than mine, I know that there is some artist out there looking at my work, thinking the same thing.  I had a lovely moment in Atlanta last month where I met an artist whose work I greatly admire (and compare myself to, wishing I were as good as her) and guess what?  She loved my work and said she would be interested in doing an art trade of one of my originals.

And finally, remember that nobody can bring to our art what we can individually.  So, feel free to admire somebody else’s work and even aspire to get your skill level to theirs, but remember ~ it may already be there ~ in its own, unique, wonderful way.

XO ~
Beej

As I mentioned in my last post, I’ve been a busy little bee getting ready for the Atlanta Gift Show.  Now that the holidays have been packed away in the attic, it is time to kick it into really high gear.  I’ve done some new paintings and have worked them into some lovely product designs that I will be showing in Atlanta.  So far, the reaction I’ve been getting to the new style has been very, very positive, so I am excited to debut them in Atlanta.  If you’re in the area, stop by – Building 2, 14th floor (1440) near the elevators.

Now, remember that “mess canvas” I posted back here?  The one I use to test marks, colors and just plain use up what’s left on my palette at the day’s end?   I had promised to show its transformation now and again, so below are a couple new shots of it.

However, the last shot is its final shot as my 17-year old niece had asked me for one of my paintings for Christmas.  I gave her her choice of anything from my growing body of work in the studio and to my surprise, she chose “The Mess”.  She says she hears jazz when she looks at it.  Guess I gotta start a new one!

I know I am a little late posting this, but I am up to my ears in work right now preparing for the Atlanta Gift Show.  I am exhibiting in the License & Design Section ~ Building 2, 14th floor (1440) near the elevators.  Please come by!  I have no idea whose idea it was to put a major trade show just a couple weeks after the holidays…oh well, nobody asked me, LOL

Hey ~ you might recall I introduced you to a young artist named Devin back on THIS post.  I also posted THIS neat-o Easter card she sent me.  Well, the talented Miz Devin has made me a very special Thanksgiving card.  I just love these, Dev :-), Thank you so much!

It came in this envelope with my name tag…still wondering what the code number is for, but love my ID picture (it’s much more current than my head shot) and title “Art Master”… Hmmm. maybe I should use it as my badge in Atlanta.

Here’s the front of the card, with a cute little flip-up to reveal a secret turkey…

And the inside ~ she sure knows how to write copy!  Not sure how well you can see it here, but if you click on it you’ll get a closer look.  She’s dreaming of pumpkin pie and I am dreaming of her cute card…

Thanks again, Devin ~ your art always makes me smile :-)